Ugh, this reminds me of when I read comments on YouTube by people who somehow take pride in pirating video games and other media. What an odd thing to take pride in. I guess it comes from a feeling of invincibility maybe? Like: “Mwahahaha, I am this all powerful being, you cannot stop me!!!”

It’s interesting too because I’ve never thought of myself as a jerky person, but having this perspective is enlightening. Just makes me wonder what I could be doing right now that maybe in another ten years I’ll look back and think “Oh what the hell, why was I like that???”